I am lost like Dorothy

Salam...
it's been a while, though that's actually is an underestimation. A lot of happenings lately, things planned turned out sour, unexpected good things happened..as Yuna puts it in her song "people come and people go, and people gonna come some more".

It's Tiger Year now accroding to the Chinese Calender...which is MY year. The Chinese believe that for those born in this year, will strike luck. I haven't won any lottery yet, so that hypothesis is yet to be proven (but how to win if I never buy a ticket?)

Have lots to say, share..my thoughts, my feelings..but dunno actually where to start. Like the advice to Dorothy from Kansas "It's always wise to start at the beginning". And I shall just do that...

I am still climbing...have yet to reach "THERE". Where is "THERE", what is "THERE"?..Only God knows. But I can tell I am not 'getting warmer' to THERE...just 'getting colder'. Which means (for those not familiar with 'get warm/cold' seeking game) I am far away from it.

So for a start, let me just pen down my feeling through this beautiful song.
The Climb lyrics
Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa